Friday, August 20, 2010

Everyday I keep pushing, Keep trying to move forward........

So its been ages since I posted. I always start something and never finish. *sigh* I really meant for this to be something I did on a daily basis....something that I WOULD finish!

Problem is that I have thoughts.....oh so many thoughts.....that they get all jumbled up and then I feel like no one wants to hear them....sometimes not even myself! I never think what I say or do is good enough....I'm always striving for perfection yet never think I get there. Maybe I need to stop setting such high standards for myself and just sit here and let it all come out. Whether good or bad just let it out.

Who cares if it is read or liked......at least its out of my head.

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Anyhoo.....yesterday I went to visit my 3 year old neice. Such a funny lil tike. She kept calling me Aunt Mary. My uncle said....she isn't Aunt Mary....its Keysha. She says, "Yes it is...she has red hair."

I said, "Nope I am Keysha."

She replies, "Well FINE...if you want to be Keysha, then just BE Keysha!"

lol I thought....Kid that is who I have been trying to be for so long...... "JUST BEING KEYSHA"

I am who I am......like me or not.....I am just being Keysha!

And on a side note: You may or may not have noticed that the Title of my Blogs are Lyrics or names of a Song. Today's lyrics are brought to you by Janis Joplin....Work Me, Lord.

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